Haha i laugh for a while when i see my last post on 17 June 2018, and today? it is already 27 JANUARY 2020! pftttt what I have done for almost 3 years actually? zamannn aku masih kpopers lagi and now, aku tak layan dah semua tu even anime sekali pun,,, sekarang rajin baca komik je nak pupuk smngat membaca and enhance knowledge (ceh konon!) 

okay dah cukup basa basi.

I already finish my study and now i am seeking my job. and until now, i still dunno what to do you know?! what i want actually? Ya Allah, everyone is struggling.  May Allah gives us the best, and the most important is, never ever give up to keep praying kay! Different people, different test, different timeline. So slow2, tak perlu nk ikut timeline orang lain kay. Slowly yet surely, InshaaAllah! 

Back to the topic.

I miss you so baddd, who? UMSKAL? ahaha, yess of course, but this time I really feel I miss Mecca and Madinah so badly :( I even dont know why, I am crying so hard since last Friday. I really want to buy flight ticket and go fly over there right now Allah... Ya Allah, cekalkan la hati ini.. I really want to be your guest again, maybe not through Umrah, but I want to do my 5th rukun Islam so that I can be there for a longer period of time. 

And tak tahu kenapa ada dua my kenalan yang dah pergi sana and I minta tlg nk gmbar my name in front of Kaabah but I dont get them, yes I know, mungkin mereka lupa, and yes, tgh beribadah kot en, takkan nak ganggu. I understand that much but still, my heart is crying :( There must be a reason kann... 

At least ada satu :') TQ hamba Allah itu.

Doakan ye yang baik baik. Till meet again... <3